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08:49pm 15/03/2005
 
mood: bladderiffic
Long day...as usual. I luckily did'nt have rehersal for either Two by Two or Caught in the Net. But this "free time" was quickly filled in with SA obligations. I made a kick ass Mr.Hot Tux commercial so all of you better thank me for taking some class time out of your third hour... it took some of my free time... till 5:00 to be exact. After that I went home, ate, and then off to English Garderns where I was called in for an interview... like I really need to add "job" to my schedule, but aw well, I need money and according to my parents, hooking is out of the question. Sorry, Ladies.

So as I was rushing through my day, I noticed a mentally handicapped kid wandering around a dark parking lot. I didnt know if I should pull over, ask him if he's lost and even okay for that matter or if it's just some normal occurance by those of the... hadicapped... community. I decided that the boy's parents HAD to have known, and kept driving. As I sped off in my car, I thought of something that happened to a close friend of mine a few days ago. In broad daylight, while roaming Eastbrooke Commons, a car starts following her. A man then steps out of his vehicle, approaches her, flirts obnoxiously and then grabs her waist! She threw her starbucks hot chocolate with whip creme on the ground and went wee wee wee all the way home. Maybe she didnt exactly go "wee wee wee," but something to the degree of a fearful sound... maybe she panted? Anyway, with the sighting of my parking lot pal earlier this evening, and the Eastbrooke Commons creep a few days ago, I realized that while something bad could have definatly happened in each case... nothing did in either. My friend who was followed was already nervous to begin with to be walking around by herself, the special boy was completely content in a dark alley at night.

It occured to me that the only difference between the two people, besides about a 3point IQ difference... and some poopy pants... is that my friend knew of the dangers, the hanicapped boy did not. While she knew to be suspicious and alert, he only knew that he was outside, it was snowy and fun. Our American cinema, television, school... so many things in our everyday life warn us to be afraid of the world.

Too many people are.

I realized today that I need to lighten up, and not be afraid to live... Ignore the headlines, nothing is as bad as it may seem. Get out there and live. Ignorance, my friends... is bliss.

I really have to pee.
 
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Wow... Can you believe that I'm updating?!   
09:23pm 13/03/2005
 
mood: amused
Hello LJ, the Shanemiester is back and better than ever! LOL.

So, did ya miss me? I cant believe I havent updated since October, I guess I forgot I had an LJ. Awwell.

Looking back at all of my old entries really got me thinking. Its amazing how much changes over a few months. A lot has happened since that last entry, and not all for the better but its the struggles in life from which we learn and grow. Im really tired right now, I just wanted to update and let ppl know I AM still alive...a lot alive for that matter. So, as of tonight, I fully plan to start keeping this thing updated for as long as ppl want to read my rambling. Night Friends!

Shane

P.S. SummerQuesters, I hope you got a brochure, we're in it!
 
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06:09pm 10/10/2004
  Homecoming was sweet. :)  
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Been a while...   
09:53pm 21/09/2004
  Well I finally decided to update just cuz today was hard. Got outta school early, bought a sweet car... red pontiac Grand Am SE which is good for me since its gas efficient... and then drove all around, guess its called a joy ride. I stopped over at Sam heads, Jme's and Maggies. Anyway, main reason for this update is:

about 20 minutes ago Jme came over cuz he might take this baby pitbull that my brother has. I dont think Jme wants it tho so if anyone wants this puppy which i might add is sweet as hell, then hit me up on it. If nobody adopts it or w/e then my mom says we have to bring it to the Humane Society... Call me on it, trust me, you want this dog. Theres nothing wrong w/ it at all Jme just couldnt take it cuz a puppys a lot of work... later taters. Pz

Sarah is a bouncy ball and a mouthpiece...
 
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I think Im having a break-down... no, I am... okay, theyre not so easy when your alone...   
09:42pm 02/09/2004
  Ive been going crazy lately. I have so much to do and school hasnt even started. Ive been there about everyday this week and I spent Mon-Tues-Wed babysitting, I just wanted to do something fun today... and this is the shit i get:

I get home from a 3pm meeting at school about a Patriots Day memorial Im in charge of, and I wanted to go to the EDHS/RHS Football game. So, I call my friend to see how thier getting there and they tell me they have no room but if they find a different ride they'll call me. So I go over to visit and Im told thier cousin probably doesnt want me there... so I leave, even after thier cousin asks me to stay for dinner. My friend says if I start walking, they'll call when they find a ride. I wander aimlessly down to 11 mile road, and decide to call that friend and ask for directions. They tell me thier at the same spot, and are getting a ride. So Im begining to feel backstabbed, but hold it in and decide "well Ill be there soon enough". Next thing I know Im at fuckin Masonic Road at 9:30... I was ready to jump in front of a bus and end it all right there.

In conclusion, Im upset at why my friend didnt just call back like they said.

And dont comment, cause I dont want anyone to know what/who Im referring to. I am writing in this because I need to vent.
 
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Goodness Gracious   
12:37pm 06/08/2004
 
mood: rejuvenated
I decided to update so ppl have something to remember me by this weekend while im in P/A. So in response to Sarahs random changes I decided I too need a revibe. Not only did I hack off my hair, I dyed it lighter and shaved off the soul patch lol.

Change, I dont understand why it causes such an impact. Whether its something like buying new shoes, moving to a new city or even the state of the world it seems that any change, good or bad creates a major effect on the way people live.

Some people regard change as bad, mostly conformists (otherwise known as old folks)... or those like myself who become accoustomed to a certain way. After a sudden (and unprovoked) much needed wake up call from Sarah I realized I had beacame... gulp... boring. Not only boring, but predictable. Im sure anyone could guess the color I would wear to school the next day, considering I competually purchased brown.

The two of us each came to terms that not only was I forseeable but she was too. From that day on, Sarah and I have been constantly rearranging, re-doing, and readjustiong ourselves and our lives. Since then I sometimes begin to feel like I dont even know who I am, but who I feel Im becoming, I like. I think change brings out more of who we are... It is not good or bad, but simply unpredictable. To anyone who reads this, I suggest trying a new number at Taco Bell or wearing the shirt you seriously beleive makes you look fat.. .it doesnt. Change is Liberating, give it a try and realize that there is far more to who we are. Unless we search for what that is, it will never be found...

Happy Hunting!
 
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Are you Original? Yep in deedily doo!   
12:25am 30/07/2004
  Originality... I dont think we're "all the same"... not even deep down. I mean look at me, a lot of ppl would look at my clothes and the way i do my hair and assume Im just like every other prep. Any other "SA snob" but I can assure that Im not at all. I mean sure, many ppl possess or aquire the same qualities as another person but in retrospect have tons of differing attributes. We all feel emotion, but we dont all handle it the same...Nobody is unoriginal...

Physicality does not determine originality. Its the way we present ourselves and feel inside that proves us original. Anyone can have an odd colored hair, a homemade shirt, or even a vintage 1920s shoelace imported from Honduras... but that all has nothing to do with who they are inside. thank you very much.

Anyway... nevermind.


hahahahhahahahahaha.
 
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The Assistant   
03:05am 28/07/2004
 
mood: accomplished
Today I hired an assistant. She handles all of my corrospondence, makes my phone calls, sets out my clothes,takes care of simple household things (getting soda's, unplugging the tea kettle), checking prices in stores while also picking out items and providing suggestions, etc... basically all of the things any good assistant should do.

Her resume is grand. With experiance as a treasurer and a president I can be assured that all monetary matters will stay in check and her leadership proves her trust and patience.

My new Assistant is my friend Maggie O'Rielly... but from now on we've established that it works if I solely refer to her as "assistant"... sometimes followed by her name.

She also deals with the rifraf. The contract clearifies that she is not only an assistant but personal stylist and moderate body gaurd... So all you hoodlums better watch out.

I heart my Assistant.

Oh, and if you call my cell phone, dont be alarmed if she answers... its what she's paid for.


HAHA! Maggie... what to say? only us? love ya pal!

Kristen: 3 weeks and goin strong Thimbles :) i miss you.
 
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01:59am 27/07/2004
  sam masserang slapped me. but today was still splendid. lol.

g'night friends.
 
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01:45am 20/07/2004
  practicing an LJ cut
 
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01:43am 20/07/2004
  Cut off hereCollapse )  
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ME? "THE GOOD KID" HA! jk...   
02:50am 16/07/2004
 
mood: horny
 
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Im a metro... its official : (   
03:23am 15/07/2004
   
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Kristen is in South Carolina for 8 days...   
02:53am 12/07/2004
 
mood: grateful
8 loooooooonggg days.I miss her.

Damn Roaming charges.

Maggie and I went bar-hoppin tonight. Wait, I mean hot tubbin. lol.

We ran around in the rain. Kristen wouldve thoroughly enjoied participating.

I made a "drug deal" with my fence-buddy neighborette Thresa. I traded her my chocolate ice cream for her mint chocolate chip. Clearly I got the better end of the bargain.

Fin.
 
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It must be done...   
11:49pm 07/07/2004
 
mood: chipper
As much as I dread writing in my LJ, ive decided that my summerquest experiance has to be wrote about. First off, it was amazing. Not only did I learn so many new things about theatre, dance and music, I also made a ton of new pals. We shared so many laughs, giggles, and of course shits.


While I was there we established many inside jokes, so if you werent there, this section is completely pointless to read. Anywho, here it goes:

-"peef?"

-Andy teaching us all of his crazy dance moves:the cry baby, manual windows, automatic windows, ANGRY INDIAN, and then the pansh dansh,the Tomas, and the Stop Drop n Roll

-window communication and "playing catch" with Kristen

-playing a few games of "Pass the Kristen" and "Pass the Gracie". Sometimes at the same time.

-Watching Dirty Dancing for the first time

-Having moments reminiscent of that movie

-Shazam!....It's the Robber Bridegroom!

-JOIN ME BITCH, LEAVE YO CRACK AND HOES :D

-Pimps n Hoes

-Kristles gas

-Dom Da Dom Dom Dom

-Phil, be our mother!

-The yellow Urine Team (I still vote that as our name)

-Panch

-I love the Shower

-Use your Asian

-Late night stomping

-The Battery game

-bad pick up lines

-The big Hyperventalation of 04'

-HashBubbles, Hashbrowns

-maybs, maybs not... ew lol

-the loon

-late night Poker games

-Tessa: "Yeah, its called Eastern Eateries..."
Shane: "But its Italian... pizza. Thats not middle-eastern."

-Sarah talking to John on her phone: "OH MY GOD JOHN, WHERE IS MY PHONE?!?!"

Power to the Blondes...

When I think of more, Ill be sure to update. HA.

Later Taters.
 
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thanks Josh   
12:33am 06/07/2004
  What is your name?: Shane Roland Kalminski IV… jk. Shane Robert

Are you named after anyone?: my middle name is the same as the pop’s

What's your screename?: TheAxeAffect06

Would you name a child of yours after you?: I think id let my wife decide…

If you were born a member of the opposite sex what would your name be?:Denyae according to mom, Hope according to dad… ugh according to me

If you could switch names with a friend who would it be?: Tessa Coleman is an awesome stage name for a girl or Gracie O’Fuckme but im pretty content with Steve… oh wait, I mean Shane.

Are there any mispronounciations/typos that ppl do w/ your name constantly?: its understandable considering its not a common name

Would you drop your last name if you became famous?: only cuz its polish : ( haha


Basics

Your gender:: male

Single?: in a way… ?

If not, do you want to be?: I'm cool with how things are at the moment

Birthdate: May 10 1988
Your age:: 16

Age you act:: depends on the moment or how much caffeine I have in me

Age you wish you were:: 16 is a sweet age… oh how cliché. Haha

Your height:: im not too sure… maybe 5;8 5;9?

Eye color:: brown

Happy with it?: havent given me any problems yet

Hair color:: brown

Happy with it?: late on the rent once but ever since rehab its been smooth sailing

Lefty/righty/ambidextrous:: righty, but ambidextrous is an amazing word

Your living arrangement:: home with the po’s

Your family:: mom, dad, Tammy the older sister and Shawn her hubby (HAHA… hubby) nephew Damien. Older Brother Chad and his ex wife Veronica, my niece Vanessa J

Have any pets?: an evil/obese cat named Temoen… after the lion king

Whats your job?: student

Piercings?: I only show them to ppl im close to… haha jk

Tattoos?: nah

Obsessions?: RENT, tea, SA, theatre

Addictions?: tea?

Do you speak another language?: im fluent in English and Canadian… Im also in the process of learning Panch

Have a favorite quote?: oh so many… today lets go with “if I were sissy spacek in the 1976 movie Carey, id use my telekinesis to kill you” -Mary Katerine Galleghar

Do you have a webpage?: once upon a time

Deep Thoughts About Life and You in it


Do you live in the moment?: unless I have plans haha

Do you consider yourself tolerant of others?: too much sometimes

Do you have any secrets?: nothing too deep/dark… but still

Do you like your handwriting?: other ppl do

Do you have any bad habits?: don’t we all?

What is the compliment you get from most people?: that im NOT conceited HAHA touche question, touche!

If a movie was made about your life, what would it be called?: “Half Baked”

What's your biggest fear?: spiders in my shoes, bats in caves, lambs in bushes, hundreds of poodles and one cheetah with no legs… up in a tree


Can you sing?: maybe if I don’t hyperventalate, haha

Do you ever pretend to be someone else just to look cool?: ew no

Are you a loner?: at times

What are your #1 priorities in life?: to live like each day is my last… no day but today

If you were another person, would you be friends with you?: probably more of an aquaintance but I would want to get to know me better. Haha

Are you a daredevil?: not so much, I take risks but I don’t put myself in danger

Is there anything you fear or hate about yourself?: yes

Are you passive or agressive?: passive in most cases… not even, more or less just patient

Do you have a journal?: um...this one lol

What is your greatest strength and weakness?: strength= optimism,will to succeed weakness= Im an optimist, I look at the good sides of things but if I have to pinpoint something, my a-d-dishness

If you could change one thing about yourself, what would it be?: I would like to be more athletic or competitive, but is all good. lol

Do you think you are emotionally strong?: In many ways yes, but in other ways hell no

Is there anything you regret doing/not doing in life?: I think everything happens for a reason and each obstacle face in life helps us to grow and learn. I live with no regrets.

Do you think life has been good so far?: everything is as good as you make it.

What is the most important lesson you've learned from life?: to learn from mistakes

What do you like the most about your body?: hmmm, my hands? My teeth are okay

And least?: ummm

Do you think you are good looking?: I'm not completely unfortunate looking

Are you confident?: usually

What is the fictional character you are most like?: Kermit the Frog… maybe Fred from Scooby Doo or HomeStarRunner

Are you perceived wrongly?: yes. Some ppl would consider me an SA snob, others a Drama Freak, Swim Fag, Preppy Scum lol… Some ppl have thought I was a stoner HAHA… For the most part, I think I clear up those misconceptions


Do You...


Smoke?: yuck

Do drugs?: only crack

Read the newspaper?: when I had journalism class

Pray?: every night and random times during the day

Go to church?: not often, does STATIC Line count?

Talk to strangers who IM you?: not usually unless I think I know who

Sleep with stuffed animals?: a beat up old mickey mouse wind up stuffed animal ive had since I was born. I want to have it remade into a new one, but still using the same music box thing to give to my first baby.

Take walks in the rain?: I LOVE the rain, and sleeping in it…

Talk to people even though you hate them?: I cant think of anyone I hate hate

Drive?: Im getting antsy lol

Like to drive fast?: on the highway



Would or Have You Ever?

Liked your voice?: twice

Hurt yourself?: not purposely

Been out of the country?: not yet

Eaten something that made other people sick?: haha, not that I remember

Been in love?: I don’t know if I really understand it yet

Done drugs?: Im drug free and proud to be a just say no kid!

Gone skinny dipping?: back in the day…kindof

Had a medical emergency?: hmmm, yeah

Had surgery?:no

Ran away from home?: around the block. I had a stick with a bandanna tied to it as my bag lol… then I turned a few corners, cried, ate an ant, then my neighbor found me. The end.

Played strip poker?: no

Gotten beaten up?: nope

Beaten someone up?: he wouldn’t let me play in the sandbox

Been picked on?: who hasn’t been?

Been on stage?: only place I feel alive…well…

Slept outdoors?: fell asleep poolside just 2 days ago lol

Thought about suicide?: Sure, I think most people have.

Pulled an all nighter?: quite a few

If yes, what is your record?: 11am

Gone one day without food?: I ate a salad… that was in 6th grade

Talked on the phone all night?: not allll night but I've talked pretty late

Slept together with the opposite sex w/o actually having sex?: yeah but opposite sides of the bed

Slept all day?: kinda

Killed someone?: haven’t we all?

Made out with a stranger?: nope

Had sex with a stranger?: ew

Thought you're going crazy?: all the time, lol

Been betrayed?: yes

Had a dream that came true?: yessssss

Broken the law?: haha 5 times in one day… Sarah and I are rebels

Met a famous person?: does David Duchovney count?

Have you ever killed an animal by accident?: bugs and what not

On purpose?: sometimes

Told a secret you swore you wouldn't tell?: I hope not

Stolen anything?: yes, but then my karma caught up with me. Besides, stealing things from hotels isn’t really stealing…

Been on radio/tv?: many a times...

Been in a mosh-pit?: around one, but not in one

Had a nervous breakdown?: once… or twice lol

Bungee jumped?: I wish


Beliefs


Belive in life on other planets?: hmmm never really thought about it

Miracles?: of course

Astrology?: I read my horoscope… sometimes it comes true

Magic?: only if its Harry Potter, hes so real

God?: Yes

Satan?: my nephew is Damien

Santa?: of course, we’re golfing buddies

Ghosts?: I do believe in spooks, I do ido

Luck?: I think we make our own fortune based on our conception of the world

Love at first sight?: maybe

Yin and yang (that good cant exist w/o bad)?: I don’t think there is an evil and a good, everyone can be either…

Witches?: no, but warlocks… that’s another story

Easter bunny?: no, but Peter rabbit and Peter Cottontail… Velveteen… no

Believe its possible to remain faithful forever?: I hope

Believe theres a pot of gold at the end of a rainbow?: If you find one, let me know

Do you wish on stars?: every night


Deep Theological Questions


Do you believe in the traditional view of Heaven and Hell?: in a way

Do you think God has a gender?: yes, because if God were a woman, men would have periods

Do you believe in organized religion?: yes

Where do you think we go when we die?: physically, we usually go in a box… spiritually, we go the A) the abyss B) the grassy knoll

Do you have any gay/lesbian friends?: yes

Who is your best friend?: theres a few

Who's the one person that knows most about you?: hmmm, me

What's the best advice that anyone has ever given to you?: be yourself

Your favourite inside joke?: too many to chose just one

Thing you're picked on most about?: i d k

Who's your longest known friend?: Sam Head

Newest?: everyone from camp

Shyest?: none are shy actually

Funniest?: Maggie

Sweetest?: Sarah

Closest?: Sarah

Weirdest?: Maggie

Smartest?: Sarah

Ditziest?: I guess that’s me

Friends you miss being close to the most?: Jody/Andy

Last person you talked to online?: Ummm Mike Morey?

Who are you on the phone with most?:Kristen

Who do you trust most?: mom

Who listens to your problems?: mom

Who do you fight most with?: dad

Who's the nicest?: Sarah

Who's the most outgoing?: Sarah

Who's the best singer?: I have many vocally talented friends

Who's on your shit-list?: I don’t think I have one

Who's your second family?: The Stesneys… still and of course the Neighborettes and Heads/Pussies

Do you always feel understood?: once in a while

Who's the loudest friend?: MAGGIE IS SO LOUD

Do you trust others easily?: usually

Who's house were you last at?: Grandmas

Name one person who's arms you feel safe in: he he he

Do your friends know you?: yesh

Friend that lives farthest away: Andy n Jody


Love and All That

What do you find romantic?: nothin but a t shirt on HAHA go J-Simps

Turn-on?: humor

Turn-off?: smoking
.
First kiss?: what aboot it?

If someone u had no interest in had interest in dating u how would u feel?: be pleasant but honest

Do you prefer knowing someone before dating them or going: yes

Have u ever wished it was more socially acceptable 4 a girl 2 ask a guy out: it’d be much simpler

Do you think the opposite sex finds you good looking?: maybe… some

What is best about the opposite sex?: how you can talk to them about things you cant w/ other guys…

What is the worst thing about the opposite sex?: high maitnenceness, but most girls arent

What's the last present someone gave you?: my Harry Potter towel


Do you consider your significant other hot?: beautiful… yes, hot… but classic


Who Was the Last Person...


That haunted you?: ummm I d k

You wanted to kill?: you. BWAHAHAHAHA

That you laughed at?: Kristen

That laughed at you?: Maggie/Kristen

That turned you on?: she knows who she is

You went shopping with?: mom

That broke your heart?: …

To disappoint you?: I don’t remember

To ask you out?: hmmm

To make you cry?: ?

To brighten up your day?: lots of people J

That you thought about?: guess

You saw a movie with?: everyone at camp

You talked to on the phone?: Im talking to Kristen right now

You talked to through IM/ICQ?: Morey?

You saw?: Magbop/Osama

You lost?: My Uncle Peggy


Right This Moment...


Are you going out?: ish

Will it be with your significant other, or some random person?: n/a

What are you wearing right now?: nothing

Body part you're touching right now:: hahaha what the hell?

What are you worried about right now?: lots of stuff

What book are you reading?: I read AP this morning

What's on your mousepad?: Tazmanian Devil

Use 5 words to describe how you're feeling: tired, goofy, jittery, headband… ill let u finish but im swaying toward gatorade

bored?: nah

Are you tired?: a bit

Are you talking to anyone online?: no

Are you talking to anyone on the phone?: Kristen

Are you lonely or content?: both

Are you listening to music?: “Lovin you is easy cause your beautiful LALALALALALA LALALALALA LALALALALALAL LALA LA LA”

THE END.
 
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I wanna wake up in the city that never sleeps....   
12:41am 24/04/2004
 
mood: tired
That’s correct my amigos, I spent my spring break in Good Ol’ NYC. Oh the fun it was. I enjoyed every waking minute, even the 14-hour bus ride. I sat next to Sarah the whole way, J-Boz Kreyger a seat ahead of us and Marg-o right behind. Travel time felt thoroughly like a bonding experience with 3 of my closest pals. When we arrived in New Joisy (insert Brooklyn accent) it was roughly 10pm, so my roommate Matt Morey and I went up to are 4th story room in the Sheraton Hotel. We were very lucky because we had one of the only rooms on the buildings right side meaning our view was that of a New York City skyline highlighted by the illuminated Empire State Building.

The following day was amazing, and I was able to experience the city in its entirety. Walking from 43rd and Broadway to 54th was quite a hike but well worth it. Along with Carolyn Browviak, Jessica Kreyger and Beth Caleca we went to see Studio 54, the pop culture hotspot of the early 70s. We finally got to our destination but it was renovated into a Broadway show hall, which we were invited to see backstage thanks to Carolyn’s desperateness to see inside. Next, we ran into David Duchovney of “X-Files” fame on the street and later cabbed to a NY vegan restaurant.

Rent was by far one of the most moving plays I have ever seen. It was my first real taste of Broadway spectacle and I haven fallen head over heals. For so long I have been torn between choosing a career in theatre or politics because I have such interests in drama and SA. This trip though made me realize that although leadership makes me happy, the stage makes me come alive. I plan to never have a regret in life. I know that even if I am not accepted into Columbia University (my dream college since 3rd grade) or NYU, which is my 2nd choice, I will still find myself back in New York. It is the city I belong in, and as my old friend Frank once said “If I can make it there, ill make it anywhere…”

My dream is to make a legacy on Broadway and I am ready to do whatever it takes to get there. Thanks for helping my voice Jess. Thanks for the offers Stew… Sarah…
 
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Happy Easter...   
11:13pm 11/04/2004
 
mood: calm
soo, today was Easter. Started this holiday with a road trip! Horray, love em... not as much w/ the po's (my slang for parents)driving tho, nonetheless, an exciting and relaxing drive... Got home from my camping weekend w/ Sarah and did the normal Easter family tradition thingee. Met everyone over the G-Mac's, ate, talked, and then sat around lol. But this year my aunt Denise went on this reminiscing kick and her and i raided the antique shop which is my grand parents basement. We dug out some OLD photo albums but decided to stick with the ones she had made from 5th grade till after graduation... 70s pictures. I saw a few too many wet-tee-shirt-contest-entering-aunts for one lifetime, but other then those it was very interesting. Aunt Denise looked so content flipping through the album pages, she kept pointing out her old friends and syncronizing with the story behind the picture... it made me think when she began the "whos dead" list. I was in awe, all these ppl reminded me of one of my friends and here she is easily saying "dead". It was a moment where i realized everyone should really cherish times they have with thier friends, and it hit me that over this weekend w/ Sarah I told her to "save her film, we wont be doing anything picture worthy"... i was so wrong. Every moment with the ppl we love is worth saving, capturing it in some tangable way because as humans, it is so easy to forget... Even for those who have loved and lost, dont rush to burn all the objects of affection your waterd down flame once gave you, cherish all of the memories in your life and have no regrets. You may not miss somebody who was once important to you, but why not hold on to the happy things, and try not to focus on whats happening for once, but what led to where youve got, these pictures from Aunt Denises past halped her revisit her childhood and for the first time in the past 4 years I saw her completely and utterly happy.

I know Im going to become a preservation freak now because I hope someday I can feel that type of serenity.
 
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Cant deny the unoriginality...   
12:57am 09/04/2004
 
mood: tired
001) What time are you starting this? 1 am

002) Name? shane robert kalminski

003) Date of birth? 5-10-88

004) Sex?: fella

005) Height?: 5'9"

006) Eye color? brown

007) Hair color? brown

008) Location?: eastpointe, mi

009) Where were you born?: St.Johns Macomb?

010) Have you ever failed a grade?: im not that dumb

011) If you have, what grade did you fail? see above

012) Do you have a crush on someone?: sometimes

016) What are you wearing right now? green sweatpants and an old robe cuz im-a freezin

018) Have you ever had a crush on any of your teachers?: ask any guy in Ms.Spica's 6th grade math class

020) Do you smoke?: very anti-smoke lol

021) Do you drink?: afraid not

022) Are you ghetto?: dont yall know ah playA?

023) Are you a player?: damn no

024) What are your favorite colors?: yellow, blue, pink... colors that stand out

025) What is your favorite animal?: a kangaroo followed me home... and were so happy. LOL (thank you pronouns!)

026) Do you have any birthmarks?: none that Ive seen

027) Have you ever gotten your ass kicked?: no, actually lol

029) Have you ever beat someone up?: Paul Jursack when we were like 2... he wouldnt let me play in his sandbox...

031) Have you ever been slapped?: YES! by little Jody Stesney

032) Do you get online a lot?: not as often as I used to

033) Are you shy or outgoing?: very outgoing

034) Do you shower?: a favorite hobby

035) Do you hate school?: some aspects, but dont we all?

036) Do you have a social life?: yeah, sometimes too much, other times not enough

037) How easily do you trust people?: Quite a while

038) Have you ever lied to your bestfriends?: not that I remember

039) Do you have a secret people would be surprised knowing?: I have 2 buttholes and an amputated big toe... HAHA

040) Would you ever sky dive?: hell yes!

041) Do you like to dance?: uh huh

068) Have you ever been out of state?: yup

069) Do you like to travel?: not for tooo long...

070) Have been expelled from school?: no

071) Have you ever been suspended from school?: nope

071) Do you want to get out of your hometown?: as soon as possible

072) Are you spoiled?: Im fortunate

073) Are you a brat?: haha, im as bad as Priscilla from Not Another Teen Movie... jk.(thats for all u D&L fans lol)

074) Have you ever been dumped?: mutually,lol but yes

075) Have you ever gotten high?: not that I know of

076) What's your favorite drink?: Lipton Tea HAHA... ummmm grape juice, Vanilla Coke

077) Do you like Snapple?: its alright

078) Do you drink a lot of water?: a whole lot

079) What toothpaste do you use?: Colgate extreme clean

080) Do you have a cell phone or pager?: cell phone

081) Do you have a curfew?: depends

082) Who do you look up to?: that takes time to think about, lol

083) Are you a role model?: itd be cool to be, I know a few ppl admire things I do... That count?

084) Have you ever been to Six Flags?: once upon a time

085) What name brand do you wear the most?: brand names are so sad... AE i think

086) What kind of jewelry do you wear?: my AE watch,class ring and sometimes a necklace

087) What do you have pierced?: nothing

088) What do you want pierced?: if anything, my labrae

089) Do you like taking pictures?: Im SA historian

090) Do you like getting your picture taken?: if im doin somethin that is picture worthy

091) Do you have a tan?: most of the time, unintentionally

092) Do you get annoyed easily?:

093) Have you ever started a rumor?: thought about it but no... stopped one once or twice tho

094) Do you have your own phone/phone line?: cell

095) Do you have your own pool?: sadly, no

096) Do you have any siblings? Tammy n Chad + the in-laws

097) Do you prefer boxers or briefs: man thongs HAHA... boxers

098) Have you ever been played?: as in...?

100) Do you get along with your parents?: yeah, way better than most people get along with their parents

102) How do you vent your anger?: rant to mom, or call up Sarah

103) Have you ever run away?: when I was 6, i put toothpaste and bread in a shirt, wrapped it and tied it to a stick, lol. I went around the block and hopped the fence to my backyard and set up in my clubhouse...

104) Have you ever been fired from a job?: have i ever had a job?

105) Do you even have a job?: HAHA, there it is...

106) Do you daydream a lot?: only in 2nd, 3rd and 6th hr

107) Do you have a lot of exes?: nope

108) Do you run your mouth?: sometimes you just cant stop, but i have pretty good self control

109) What do you want a tattoo of?: maybe Taurus... maybe not

110) What do you have a tattoo of?: nothin

111) What are your favorite flowers?: gay (<- my friends answer... i laughed)

113) What does your most recent crush look like?: an imaginary envisionment

114) Have you ever been bitched out?: not that I remember

115) When was the last time you bitched someone out?: HMMM... i dont know if i have b4...

16) Are you rude?: am i?

117) What was the last compliment you received?: "Awe, Shane ur so cute, i love u" -Denise something lol

118) Do you like getting dirty?: too dirty to clean my act up... haha, no im a hygenic person usually but itd be fun to roll around in mud

119) Is your bellybutton an innie or outie?: its direction is inward

120) Are you flexible?: not so much, Im pretty stiff from swimming

121) What is your heritage?: poloc, irish, lebanese, french... mutt

122) What is your lucky number?: 16 or 6

123) What does your hair look like right now?: dry and brown... huh?

124) Could you ever be a vegetarian?: I think ppl can do nething if they put thier minds to it lol

126) Describe your looks?: medium hieght, brown hair and eyes, contacts, tan

127) If you had to completely dye your hair it'd be what color?: a deep dark red

130) When was the last time you were drunk?: hmmmm, September 02...?

135) Have you ever had an eating disorder?: kinda, i had a form of anorexia in 7th grade cuz i was only eating 400 calories a day and then working off 500, gaining no wieght... not a good thing either, lol

136) Do you have one now?: have u seen me? lol

137) How many rings until you answer the phone? two so it'll show up on the caller id

138) Have you ever been skinny-dipping?: due to my unfortunate past, yes in 6th grade...and 7th

139) If yes, when was the last time?: 3 years ago

140) Do you look more like your mother or father?: combination of both, dads skin hiar, mouth. moms cheeks, eyes, and smile... GAP! lol

141) Do you cry a lot?: yeah, too much for a guy

142) Do you ever cry to get your way?: nope

143) If you had to amputate one limb, what would it be?: my left arm

144) What phrase do you use most when on the phone?: "soooooooo" or "really?"

145) Are you the romantic type?: sometimes

146) Have you ever been chased by cops?: back when i was a hooker

147) What do you like most about your body?: my hands

148) What do you like least about your body?: my neck

150) When was the last time you threw up?: i had mono for 2 weeks about a month ago...EEK

152) What do the shoes you last wore look like?: ghetto type reeboks lol

153) Do you ever wear slutty clothes?:ive got some "AE vintage slim fits"

156) Have you ever fucked someone up?: id never lol

157) Have you ever been fucked up?: haha, once or twice

158) What color are your underwear right now?: boxers w/ mickey n minnie exercising... it says "Work it" lol

159) What theme does your room have?: its just me, ya know

160) What size shoe do you wear? 10-11

161) What jewelry are you wearing now?: my class ring

162) What is your screen name on AIM?: theaxeaffect06

163) Would you pick a wedgie in public?: proudly lol

164) How are you feeling right now?: tired

165) When was the last time you were at a party?: last weekend

167) What do you sleep in?: boxers and socks HAHA... my feet get cold

168) Has there ever been a rumor spread about you?: lots, im sure

169) What is one of your bad qualities?: im a pussy

170) What is one of your good qualities?: im very optimistic

171) Would you marry for money?: i hope not, but ya never know

172) What do you drive?: dont ask

174) Are you more of a mama or daddy's child?: mamas boy... but thats obvious

175) What's does your dead/live journal username mean?: hmmm, its boring but i just let Maggie make it up for me so aw well

176) What's your favorite dead/live journal to read?: i love the setup of Drea Bougie's

177) When was the last time you cried in school?: this year, when I spoke about Mr.Humphrey's death :(

178) Do you wear Chucks?: chucks? HAHA what?

179) For two million dollars, would you pose for Playboy?: HELL YES... but first Playboy needs to put men in it,dumbass.

180) What time are you finishing this?: 1:42am

Night Pals!
 
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Its been a while   
11:43pm 06/03/2004
 
mood: awake
Well cruel world, I am back. After 2 long weeks of bed rest, shots, meds, x-rays and gallons of water they have finally said Im good enough to go back to school. Its an odd feeling, I missed it but maybe I needed this break, I feel really rejuvinated. Unfortunatly my little bout with strept throat, pnemunia and mononucleous (lol) has turned me off to my one and only addiction... caffiene. Coffee just dosent seem to go down like it used to, Im probably better off though. I woke up this morning, the sunshine was shining,I put on my happy face.I was sick but now Im so ready to get back to normal, be happy to be alive and just regain my membership in a little club called society, lol.

G'night folks.
 
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